Why can’t I write my report? Nothing is coming to mind. Everything is logical, factual and I just have to piece it together but I can’t do it! Why can’t I do it?  Fuck this last minute shit. Why can’t I change this habit? It’s getting very annoying. It’s the last time I am going to do this. And I also keep telling myself that. This is IT and I’m just sitting here with nothing coming to mind. I know I can finish it tomorrow but it’s not even about that. It’s about whether it’s good or not. It won’t be good, I can see it already.
At least I was able to write a page of my creative writing. But is it even any good? I barely finished my book for EXT2. Thank goodness, that book was a dread and it’s safe to say that I’m proud that I actually finished that thing. I didn’t get started on my Bio work. 왜? Am I planning to do some last minute crap again? I’m literally screwing myself over here. And I’m not even great at Bio so why am I slacking off?
I’m going fucking crazy.